woke up dis morning, prepare myself frm work.
waited for my mother to buy food hm for me.
when she reached hm, i ate.. but no appetitie..AGAIN!
i dunno wad is happening to me.. i feel lik i got difficulty breathing again..
this is damn bad..
only eat a few mouths..
my mother found out.. den she ask me bt it..
i told her i dun feel lik going work, felt super unwell..
told my frenz bt it & called e person in charge!
sianz! den my mum ask me go and sleep..
woke up, felt so much btr!
i hope tml will be fine! so i can go to work(:
I HATE THIS FEELING!
The feeling of u thought u are going into total darkness..
feeling hungry but no appetite, feeling exhausted but cannot sleep well :(
feeling nausea, dizziness, changes in breathing patterns,
suddenly feeling cold or clammy, or a rapid onset of pale skin
MY BODY IS DAMN WEAK NOW!
IM NOT OPTIMISTIC ANYMORE!
I wanna see doctor, i guess i have low blood pressure..
but i dun dare to tell my mother, i dun wan her to worry :(
THIS SUCKS! FML!
i wan to be a healthy girl
240910 FRI:
FIRST DAY OF F1 work
Excited!
woke up, bathe, make-up, tie hair.
went central and eat lunch wif mum(:
den go for my work.
on the way to ws, i alrea feel lik vomiting..
sianz..dunno y liddat :(
met up wif melvin~
den we reached promenade station early.
so we go toilet first while waiting for e rest.
when everyone reached, we started to walked..
we lost our way! HAHAHAHAS!
coz road block.. den we only can go in gate 2..
but we dunno how..
we started asking around..LOL
in e end, found e way but late..
rushed lik mad..
me,pam & penghui were stationed at e grandstand area~
woohooooooo!
can see e race sioooooo... but damn loud, so have to wear ear plug
i nvr talk alot coz i can feel i cannot swollow saliva properly and got breathing probs..
alamak..hate it!
den dinner time.. hmm, not bad but no appetitite :(
we were wearing heels..
standing frm 2pm to 12am! how tired can all of us be!!~ rawr!!
leg pain! all complaining...
dismissed at 12plus am..
rushed to take mrt.. catch e last few train..heng lik mad!
felt damn tired..reach pasir ris & cabbed hm..
slept at 3am..
`iilovemy L-I-F-E<3 It
is like a roller coaster *
2:00 AM